Slay the earth and eat it.
Butcher everything it has to offer
the scent of pines,
buildings cleaned daily
cacophony of playing children,
the feeling of grass between bare toes,
the birth of a newborn,
the slaughter of multitudes,
families spending time together,
summer picnics in the park,
bills, charity, jobs,
good books on Autumn days
car crashes, cheap movies,
an evening in the woods –
suck the marrow out of life
out of every rape,
every cultural triumph,
every kiss,
every shooting,
every reality,
every story,
and every religion.
Eat their gods and lore,
every philosophical theory
every single one.
There’s always more where that came from.
Tear into history;
swallow as much as you can
until every bite tastes the same as the last
until your jaw aches and your breath reeks
with the sweet scent of The Feast.
Unbutton yourself and eat some more.
Relieve yourself and eat some more.
Savor it delicately, piece by piece,
and judge the people feasting all around you –
you all eat the same shit,
or stuff
your face with it
ravenously
thrust your fingers into it,
your eyes wide and your heart
pounding with excitement.
Feel it’s warmth.
Feel the texture.
Breathe deeply, rhythmically
with animal appetite.
Then eat that feeling and move on.
Let grease run down your jowls in currents,
grab thick handfuls of anything you want
swallow fat slabs of it.
Drink it down, pile it in, eat it up,
pick it from your teeth,
lick the plates clean,
then eat the plates
eat the teeth
eat the clean.
Every poem
every dollar
every experience
every thing
is laid before you on the table.
Slay the earth and eat it
there’s always more,
and no one’s ever full.
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Escape
A wall
Two walls
Four walls
And a room.
A bar,
Three bars,
Six bars,
and a cage.
I feel
My world
Close in
Around me.
Six bars,
Four walls,
One roof –
And a window.
Wandering
When I was in elementary school
and wanted attention from a girl I liked,
I’d wander off somewhere alone
in hopes my love would come for me.
I do much the same thing now that I’m married –
but with less hope.
It Does Not Matter
It does not matter what I write
of blood-soaked bathroom floors and notes
or bloody birthing tables;
of bodies huddled in the dark;
of children laughing on the grass;
of lovers cuddling tenderly
beneath a knitted blanket
a chilly Autumn day –
it doesn’t matter what I say
or in what way I say it.
I ignite thoughts for bushels,
little candles glimmering
in bowls on weathered windowsills
that no one ever sees.
It does not matter what I write
because I write for me.
A Clearing and a Lake
The grass is tossed and tumbled
in shining colored waves
that ripple in warm bursts of wind
across the verdant clearing.
The smell of sage and pine needles
is lifted to the water’s edge
and bursts down heavily against
its glossy sun-streaked surface.
Life is smaller here and simpler,
primeval maybe, but rich.
As rich as the shining colored waves of grass
tossed by the breeze, scent-laden.
At the top of the hill
At the top
of the hill
the sky
exploded,
till everywhere you looked
was sky,
deep and bright and welcoming,
suddenly,
as if it had not
been before
at lower elevations
but was born and died anew
as altitude was gained or lost.
I want to write
Rowing
I pull these oars to stay afloat
And pray each day the wind will blow
But this blue bird’s day does dash my hopes.
I know that I would sink my boat
If ever I should cease to row
But when it seems that I should slow,
My arms grow stronger with every stroke.
My arms grow stronger with every stroke,
An I am better for rowing this boat.
Parched
When streams of words and information
inundate my brimming mind,
inevitably I make the journey
to the River of the Milky Sky
and, drifting there among the stars,
my flooded mind again is parched.
Alone
Take my hand and
lead me away
from the pain that I
endure each day.
With our fingers entwined
in the whitest of grips
free my down-trodden mind
with the words of your lips,
and lead me away
to redemption unknown
from the stifling pain
of living alone.